I expect, that by the end of this month, I will be retiring my e-mag, and selling it off, as well as my Angel leaving me with a mechanical mag, a Sydarm, a minimag and a pump mag project Im workign on. I might add another Sydarm or a Tac-one in there.
Im tired of the tournament scene - that does not mean Im tired of playing and I will still play wtih all the friends I have there, and play tournaments.
Let me start by listing the good - the friends I have from them, the people I eat adn drink with, the people I laugh with afterwards. I intend to keep these, I intend to play tuornaments still.
The tournament scene - this need to be better than everyone, to push to the limits, yourself, the rules, the equipment. This weekend I have already told my team captain I am playing with my sydarm in the tournament - he needs to replace me if thats not ok, I'm still in. We are playing for fun, who cares where we place and this only makes it better.
I think scenarios will fit in well, and I will play both... but Im tired of the "scene" around tournaments, the arguing, teh whining, teh drive (Ive done it all). Am I just nuts, is this a phase, will I regret it... good questions.. opinons?
Im tired of the tournament scene - that does not mean Im tired of playing and I will still play wtih all the friends I have there, and play tournaments.
Let me start by listing the good - the friends I have from them, the people I eat adn drink with, the people I laugh with afterwards. I intend to keep these, I intend to play tuornaments still.
The tournament scene - this need to be better than everyone, to push to the limits, yourself, the rules, the equipment. This weekend I have already told my team captain I am playing with my sydarm in the tournament - he needs to replace me if thats not ok, I'm still in. We are playing for fun, who cares where we place and this only makes it better.
I think scenarios will fit in well, and I will play both... but Im tired of the "scene" around tournaments, the arguing, teh whining, teh drive (Ive done it all). Am I just nuts, is this a phase, will I regret it... good questions.. opinons?


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