Ok...i havnt gone paintballing for over 2 months...and i last time i went I didnt even get to use my old cocker...
My mom gets mad at me because I say "this is good enough for me" so she finally just said this is the last one til you turn 18 (im only 14 so thats a long way off)...but when i dont get to go too much cause my gun is broken...i start wanting a new one...(i think i have finally linked it to not paintballing)...because my last cocker i didnt get to go once because it was broken...and then i got this new cocker...and its not finished yet...and i havnt gone forever so now im having thoughts of getting a new gun...
I know if i would have just bought a mag right away i wouldnt have these feelings cause it wouldnt be broken...but now im stuck, and i cant get out...
Sorry for the rant...but im kinda mad, and this is affecting the way i feel about paintball.
My mom gets mad at me because I say "this is good enough for me" so she finally just said this is the last one til you turn 18 (im only 14 so thats a long way off)...but when i dont get to go too much cause my gun is broken...i start wanting a new one...(i think i have finally linked it to not paintballing)...because my last cocker i didnt get to go once because it was broken...and then i got this new cocker...and its not finished yet...and i havnt gone forever so now im having thoughts of getting a new gun...
I know if i would have just bought a mag right away i wouldnt have these feelings cause it wouldnt be broken...but now im stuck, and i cant get out...
Sorry for the rant...but im kinda mad, and this is affecting the way i feel about paintball.




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