Why does someone you love have to Die to get you to . . .
Some of you know I've been extremely busy , mostly on the road for a few months now. I finally have a about a week free so I'm home for a short spell. Seems like it's always catch up time , putting the most important things in my life on hold in the hopes that it will pay off in the end and we'll all be better off for it. Even when the list seems to be getting longer than shorter you just tell yourself to hang in there , it'll work out , as long as the one's you love understand and hang in there too.
I sit by and watch (from a distance lately) as one of my most best friends , the person I went through A TON with (from my seperation to divorce and tons of other things I may not have made it thru with out her) as she is now happily married and pregnant with her first bundle of joy at the tender age of 23. I precious little girl . . . which actually applies to them both. She is deserving of it all and long over due for it. She's had more than her share of tough times. Early in the morning at the head of this week , she went into labor and sure enough , had the most adorable little baby girl you ever saw. Recovery went well , we all spent time with them both untill we get kicked out for 'lights out' just before midnight. Couldn't have been a better day and a wonderful start to my first free week in longer than I can remember. I was so happy and proud of her and her husband , another very close friend for many years now.
It doesn't last long . . .
Sometime in the middle of the night . . . she passes. No one knows why.
She's just not here anymore , just like that.
Service . . . Funeral . . . Burial , it still seems like a dream I'm waiting to wake up from.
I'm so sad.
I've had to be the strong one , the one everyone leans on. The one everyone looks to for answers. I don't have them all , I don't have this one. I can't imagine what it could be but now I'm asking for one too.
I'm sorry to be leaving this here. I just had to let it out somewhere.
Thanks and sorry.
Jay.
Some of you know I've been extremely busy , mostly on the road for a few months now. I finally have a about a week free so I'm home for a short spell. Seems like it's always catch up time , putting the most important things in my life on hold in the hopes that it will pay off in the end and we'll all be better off for it. Even when the list seems to be getting longer than shorter you just tell yourself to hang in there , it'll work out , as long as the one's you love understand and hang in there too.
I sit by and watch (from a distance lately) as one of my most best friends , the person I went through A TON with (from my seperation to divorce and tons of other things I may not have made it thru with out her) as she is now happily married and pregnant with her first bundle of joy at the tender age of 23. I precious little girl . . . which actually applies to them both. She is deserving of it all and long over due for it. She's had more than her share of tough times. Early in the morning at the head of this week , she went into labor and sure enough , had the most adorable little baby girl you ever saw. Recovery went well , we all spent time with them both untill we get kicked out for 'lights out' just before midnight. Couldn't have been a better day and a wonderful start to my first free week in longer than I can remember. I was so happy and proud of her and her husband , another very close friend for many years now.
It doesn't last long . . .
Sometime in the middle of the night . . . she passes. No one knows why.
She's just not here anymore , just like that.
Service . . . Funeral . . . Burial , it still seems like a dream I'm waiting to wake up from.
I'm so sad.
I've had to be the strong one , the one everyone leans on. The one everyone looks to for answers. I don't have them all , I don't have this one. I can't imagine what it could be but now I'm asking for one too.
I'm sorry to be leaving this here. I just had to let it out somewhere.
Thanks and sorry.
Jay.
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