Intresting, I guess I never really considered it to be anything truely special to be able to completely control ones dreams... As young as I can remember I never had nightmares, mabey like 3, and they were really stupid in the end and I couldnt remember why they were scary.... but, when I was little I always wanted to have siblings(long since changed 
) and I guess it started around christmas time, but we always donated a bike to the orphanage.... So, in my dreams I was always older, and had like ulimated funds, and kept adopting kids, and random mates, etc.... truely weird for someone my age at the time(keep in mind I was like 5-8) and it was something that went on for 2-4 years.... but during that time I guess it solidified my "lucid dreaming" ability, and have always been able to sepirate consious reality and "cinimatic effect reality" even to the point of how real it feels....
I used to randomly sleepwalk though, only a couple accounts of it that Im just now told about...
Weird thing out of it all though, is I do occationaly need to releive myself in my dreams... All well and good, BUT when my body does truely need to releive itself, In the dreams it will be like I can never be empty and I wake up...only way to stop it... thats about the only thing I cant control, and I guess thats a good thing? LOL
Anyway, like I said, I never really thought of dreaming as something you have to work twords, because Ive always had it, and I assumed most could too, but thinking about it now has forced me to think about things, and ultimately ramble incontrollably.... go figure...
) and I guess it started around christmas time, but we always donated a bike to the orphanage.... So, in my dreams I was always older, and had like ulimated funds, and kept adopting kids, and random mates, etc.... truely weird for someone my age at the time(keep in mind I was like 5-8) and it was something that went on for 2-4 years.... but during that time I guess it solidified my "lucid dreaming" ability, and have always been able to sepirate consious reality and "cinimatic effect reality" even to the point of how real it feels.... I used to randomly sleepwalk though, only a couple accounts of it that Im just now told about...
Weird thing out of it all though, is I do occationaly need to releive myself in my dreams... All well and good, BUT when my body does truely need to releive itself, In the dreams it will be like I can never be empty and I wake up...only way to stop it... thats about the only thing I cant control, and I guess thats a good thing? LOL
Anyway, like I said, I never really thought of dreaming as something you have to work twords, because Ive always had it, and I assumed most could too, but thinking about it now has forced me to think about things, and ultimately ramble incontrollably.... go figure...
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