I felt like crap, and I had stuff on my mind because the other day I told my "best friend" that I was tired of her crap, tired of her being a whore, tired of her lieing to me, tired of her hurting me, and tired of her being a selfish bioch. And I pretty much told her I wished she would die for what she's done to me and she dosen't deserve to ever be loved and I know shes never going to change and shes going to die a lonely whore who will never know love. And ya, I have so much hate for her now, everytime I think about her, I have such rage, a passionate hate that I know if I see her I will probably kill her. And I'm normaly a very calm, happy, unconfrontational person and she drove me to scream at her on a crowded sidewalk and to the point of hate I have for her now. But I wrote this so ya...(the first stanza is kind of like an introduction, I'm not sure how I would poeticly impliment this into the poem scince, its pattern, rythem and point of who its speaking to is completely different from the rest of the poem) Let me know if you understand it's meaning.
*I want you to feel my pain
The pain you inflicted
The thoughts that made me go insane.
Understand my sorrow.
Feel my emptiness
of my desolate tommarow.
I want you to know your own wickedness
Feel the the effects of your foul heart
and know your acts are the definition of inhumanity.*
Hidden behind a mask of innocence
Exists a monstrosity,
Telling malicious lies.
Lies to destroy my heart.
Destroy my soul.
Turn it black like her's
But never will I give in to these dark temptations.
For nobody deserves the anguish
Caused by her beastly acts.
The effect however has shown.
The transformation of unconditional, eternal love
Into a mangled hatred
And an unforgiving rage.
Death be to light a sentence
For such a wicked being.
Hell be a gentle destination for such a spiteful soul.
Morals show through of the story gone untold
The beast with it's injured paw.
It's run down soul and spoiled life.
The evil doings of this creature
Caused by the agony of one it's own.
Inflicted to a weakened soul,
And bound as a curse to the world
And all who cross it's path.
*I want you to feel my pain
The pain you inflicted
The thoughts that made me go insane.
Understand my sorrow.
Feel my emptiness
of my desolate tommarow.
I want you to know your own wickedness
Feel the the effects of your foul heart
and know your acts are the definition of inhumanity.*
Hidden behind a mask of innocence
Exists a monstrosity,
Telling malicious lies.
Lies to destroy my heart.
Destroy my soul.
Turn it black like her's
But never will I give in to these dark temptations.
For nobody deserves the anguish
Caused by her beastly acts.
The effect however has shown.
The transformation of unconditional, eternal love
Into a mangled hatred
And an unforgiving rage.
Death be to light a sentence
For such a wicked being.
Hell be a gentle destination for such a spiteful soul.
Morals show through of the story gone untold
The beast with it's injured paw.
It's run down soul and spoiled life.
The evil doings of this creature
Caused by the agony of one it's own.
Inflicted to a weakened soul,
And bound as a curse to the world
And all who cross it's path.
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