Well, I will try to keep this short and to the point.
First of all, I quit my team. No more team or sponsors for squid. Only time im playing anymore is when I can go someplace with Nick Vest and his guys from Tulsa. Sucks, when I have literally about $5000 in gear right behind me thats going to sit there.
This all stems from, you guessed it. A girl problem. Lets just say she made a mistake (not as big as you may be thinking...) I overreacted, and she went to bed and cried herself to sleep while I sat staring at the ceiling until morning. Im going to call her in about 20 minutes for the last time. Super sad.
On top of this, I try to talk to my best friend and singer of the band i'm with about this girl, because hes helped me when we've had problems in the past. He slams this guilt trip in my face and acts like its all my fault somehow, says "F you" and hung up.
Well, me and josh worked out our crap, but I cant say that I will be able to do the same with Erin and my team. I must say, I'm usually one of the happiest people you will ever see, but I am definitely at an all time low right now.
Sorry if I sounded like an ignorant emo teen moron, rest assured im far from it, but I dont really have anybody to talk to right now and needed to tell SOMEONE, even if they were strangers.
Polymer Paintball will still be up and running.
- Nick
First of all, I quit my team. No more team or sponsors for squid. Only time im playing anymore is when I can go someplace with Nick Vest and his guys from Tulsa. Sucks, when I have literally about $5000 in gear right behind me thats going to sit there.
This all stems from, you guessed it. A girl problem. Lets just say she made a mistake (not as big as you may be thinking...) I overreacted, and she went to bed and cried herself to sleep while I sat staring at the ceiling until morning. Im going to call her in about 20 minutes for the last time. Super sad.
On top of this, I try to talk to my best friend and singer of the band i'm with about this girl, because hes helped me when we've had problems in the past. He slams this guilt trip in my face and acts like its all my fault somehow, says "F you" and hung up.
Well, me and josh worked out our crap, but I cant say that I will be able to do the same with Erin and my team. I must say, I'm usually one of the happiest people you will ever see, but I am definitely at an all time low right now.
Sorry if I sounded like an ignorant emo teen moron, rest assured im far from it, but I dont really have anybody to talk to right now and needed to tell SOMEONE, even if they were strangers.
Polymer Paintball will still be up and running.
- Nick
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