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  • Automaggot68

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    A recent loss..

    When I was around ten years old, I was introduced to birds, both domestic and exotic.
    My first bird was a small blue Budgie (Parakeet) of whom my sister named,'Big Blue'
    I then dove into the world of birds and when I was 13, I bred my first pair of cockateils.

    This eventually turned into the breeding, weening, and raising of a variety of birds. congo African Greys, Red Wing Macaws, Blue and Gold Macaws, Many variants of Soncures, Sulfur Crested Cockatoos, Umbrella Cockatoos, Love Birds, and many other types of the larger exotics.

    Of all of these, my favorite was a small, crippled conure. He was a breed of Sun Conure, and some other that I wasn't aware of. When he was a baby, he was perched into the doorway of the cage, and the door fell shut, breaking his feet and lower legs. After heling,he had a limp and was severely 'pigeon toed'. I named his pumpkinhead for a very obvious reason, and for a very long time, he was my 'best friend', so to speak.

    He'd fall alseep on my knee or thigh while I'd type at the computer, or stealth upto my ear while perched atop my shoulder, and give me a 'love yew, retty bird'. He'd take showers with me and frolic under the mist of a spray bottle. His eyes would pin when i talked to him, he'd grind his bill when we'd play together. He'd jump into bowls of (unbuttered, unsalted) popcorm that I'd made to watch a movie wiht, and play in them. It wasn't just food, it was play time. He was adorable.

    His cage was that of an older style, like a tower. It had a slanted roof much like /\ And when I'd walk ito the room, he'd slide down to the side, and wait for me to pick him up.

    He was my little pumpkinhead.
    Flash foreward to now, I'm nearly nineteen years old, and I havent seen him since I was 16.
    As stated in another thread regarding Divorce, I said that My mother took the birds,and I moved in with my father. Because of the California Laws,and NewCastle's disease, I couldn't bring any of my birds across the state border.

    I'd call every week to talk to my mother, only to ask how my birds were doing, and every week she'd tell me things were fine.

    A Few weeks ago, I talked with my sister, of whom i dont get along with very well. I asked her about pumpkinhead, and all i got was a ' What? Didn't mom tell you?'

    Maybe 7-8 months ago, my mother left the cage door open,and pumpkinhead flew away.
    Everytime I look up in the sky, I hope that he's OK, but i know in my heart, that he isn't.
    I miss that little bird so much, and it was amazing how such a tiny little creature brought so much joy into my life.


    /end rant.




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    • Nov 2003
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    "Every normal man must be tempted at times to spit on his hands, hoist the black flag, and begin slitting throats." --Henry Louis Mencken.

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    • SuiciDal Sn Y p ER
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      • Apr 2003
      • 3814

      #3
      SHE JUST LEFT THE CAGE OPEN?!
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      • mcdkid
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        • Mar 2003
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        #4
        when will people learn to kill their parents...
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        • Automaggot68

          #5
          Originally posted by SuiciDal Sn Y p ER
          SHE JUST LEFT THE CAGE OPEN?!

          Yes, Thats what she told me.
          She really isn't in the best of mental health.
          When she was diagnosed with cancer, she claimed my father GAVE it to her.

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          • SuiciDal Sn Y p ER
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            • Apr 2003
            • 3814

            #6
            Originally posted by mcdkid
            when will people learn to kill their parents...
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            • SuiciDal Sn Y p ER
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              • Apr 2003
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              #7
              Originally posted by Automaggot68
              Yes, Thats what she told me.
              She really isn't in the best of mental health.
              When she was diagnosed with cancer, she claimed my father GAVE it to her.
              so how on earth was she left in charge of caring for the birds? ...or your sister?
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              • Automaggot68

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                Originally posted by SuiciDal Sn Y p ER
                so how on earth was she left in charge of caring for the birds? ...or your sister?

                I wish I had the answer for you, but I dont.

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                • Jakedubbleya
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                  • Mar 2005
                  • 631

                  #9
                  that is really really really really sad.

                  ida snuck him into california, no question.

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                  • MoneyShot
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                    • Jun 2005
                    • 194

                    #10
                    That really sucks man.

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                    • Bolter
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                      • May 2003
                      • 1223

                      #11
                      Dude that little bird is flying over to you right now. Or to your old place more like. Have someone check out if he is around.

                      You actually put a lump in my throat when I read that. I have a cat, and we have much the same relationship (just with less wings). I would feel gutted if anything happened to her while I wasnt around.
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                      • kosmo
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                        • Dec 2000
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                        #12
                        My first parakeet escaped in the same manner. It was the middle of winter in MN too so he sure as heck didnt make it. My current parakeet though is quite content flying around the house cageless. He just sleeps in it when its too dark to fly. Birds are fun.
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                        • MiniSpdRcr
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                          • Mar 2003
                          • 602

                          #13
                          I found a cockatail in a tree like that. He had a brain tumor and died 5 years later saddest thing ever to see a bird basically in agony, had to go and put him to sleep.

                          Im very sorry to hear about your bird and I know how sad you must feel.
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                          • Apple_Pie
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                            • Jun 2005
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                            #14
                            Similar relation to both of my dogs, mainly my younger one, as the older one(now 13) has trouble moving, and we believe she is deaf. I truely feel deeply sorry for you as I now I would be very sad.

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                            • Automaggot68

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                              Thank you all for the kind comments, and It's good to see the pet ownders speaking up.
                              I'm sorry to hear about your collective losses as well.
                              Animals are a special thing.
                              Unless Abused, all they do is love you. (as logn as you've filled that food dish and water bowl, of course )
                              They're unlike humans in alot of ways.

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