Ever since i was younger ive always been scared of death. Every time there was somethin on the news of global warming and the earth flooding, sun exploding , y2k , and all the diseases carried by animals and insects coming and supposedly going to have large casualties , would come on i would get a kind of depressed feeling. When one of my best friends passed away last november it was really hard. i had known him for like 15 years and i didnt even get to see him before he died. I always try to be on the positive side and think ill live to be 80 or 90 years old but i know its very unlikely that it will happen. Then i think about it 50 or 60 years if im still here they could find some type of thing that would make you live longer or something , but once again its very unlikley. I try not to think about it but its hard every time you turn on the news or open a newspaper to find something related to death, i cant imagine what ill do when my grandparents or parents or sibblings pass
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I really wonder if there is such thing as life after death, i mean it would really be pretty stupid when you die everything just ends. Its so hard to think about it, i mean you go from having fun and doing all sorts of different things in life to absolutley NOTHING. Sometimes when i was around 12 or 13 years old i would think about and it would depress me so much i would cry, i know it sounds stupid but i did and i wished i would never die nor any of my loved ones . I wish i could stay 19 forever but its impossible. And it really sucks that all these young people in Iraq and Afghanistan and all over the rest of the world are getting killed daily. Something about today just really bothered me and i felt i should post this , to hear what other people feel about this issue. Thanks for taking the time to read this. I apreciate it!
.I really wonder if there is such thing as life after death, i mean it would really be pretty stupid when you die everything just ends. Its so hard to think about it, i mean you go from having fun and doing all sorts of different things in life to absolutley NOTHING. Sometimes when i was around 12 or 13 years old i would think about and it would depress me so much i would cry, i know it sounds stupid but i did and i wished i would never die nor any of my loved ones . I wish i could stay 19 forever but its impossible. And it really sucks that all these young people in Iraq and Afghanistan and all over the rest of the world are getting killed daily. Something about today just really bothered me and i felt i should post this , to hear what other people feel about this issue. Thanks for taking the time to read this. I apreciate it!
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that could killed me. But after that i kinda just said hell **** can happen no matter what i may as well have fun and cross the next bridge when i get their. I dont care what happens after death ill find out soon enuff till then im gona have fun.





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