An update on my life...if anyone cares...(kinda interesting)

[-=Squid=-]

here you go:

http://maddox.xmission.com/suicide.html

[paintballrulzs]

here you go:

http://maddox.xmission.com/suicide.html

Wow that is harsh dude. I don't think he should commit suicide, but does need to seriously rethink his current lifestyle. If he keeps on this path his life won't be worth living.

Btw squid the other day i was jk when i was calling u a post whore. I wouldn't even care if you were.

[CoFFeY[NiTrO]]

I 'fell in love' with someone like that. She would always play with peoples minds. Making any guy she wanted, do anything for her. I finally snapped out of it when I found out she had an 18 year old boyfriend who got her pregnet with twins. I saw her at the mall a little while back and she tried to give me her new cell # and wanted me to 'come see her twins'. I hate chicks .

[-=Squid=-]

Wow that is harsh dude. I don't think he should commit suicide, but does need to seriously rethink his current lifestyle. If he keeps on this path his life won't be worth living.

Btw squid the other day i was jk when i was calling u a post whore. I wouldn't even care if you were.

Its cool man; I over reacted anyways. I was in a "I dont care about consequences" mood and just flamed the accusers all to hell. So, my apologies as well.

I dont think he should kill himself, but people who get so worked up over something so trivial should always remember that that IS an option.

[Miscue]

My God the level of jackassery in this thread is ridiculous.

InfinityBPS... ignore them.

However, you do not want to be complacent about it. Yes, you do need to stop the drugs and alcohol - you gotta do that. If you cannot by yourself, get outside help - and I gather you're plenty smart enough to figure out how to do that. You MUST do this.

You want to better your life, as we all do. However - it is up to you to do so. You gotta find SOMETHING that helps you out. Volunteer for a hospital, or work with kids, or something like this - find a way to get transportation there. If you do stuff like this, you will be appreciated and I think it would be mentally healthy. There are things that can help you that you feel uncomfortable doing, or don't want to. DO IT ANYWAY!

Change your daily routine. Classify activities as either mentally healthy, or unhealthy. Do healthy things as much as you can, unhealthy things - replace it with something healthy that you like to do.

If possible, surround yourself with older, educated, more mature people - high schoolers your age are retards and often horrible people.

Part of the problem is a small view of the world - and you know only one way of life. Do things outside of that world, a little at a time. Let the world get bigger for you, and you may find that a new way of doing things is really good for you, replacing the old, broken way of doing things.

[Miscue]

Its cool man; I over reacted anyways. I was in a "I dont care about consequences" mood and just flamed the accusers all to hell. So, my apologies as well.

I dont think he should kill himself, but people who get so worked up over something so trivial should always remember that that IS an option.

Squid... just shut up. Shut up.

[MadChild]

I'm a ninja

[cphilip]

Its never too late to start over. Remember that every day is the first day of the rest of your life. Get help. You cannot do this alone. Seek help now and stay away from this girl and any other friends that will keep you into this lifestyle. It's time to make the change. Its not going to be easy and you do need help. Seek it. Put away your pride and go immediately to a treatment center.

You cannot change anyone but yourself. Do it . Now

[Brownie]

wow.... i want that 5 minutes of my life back that i just wasted reading that crap...Removed because thats the most heartless and disgustingly ugly thing I ever heard posted here - cphilip .... and thatsthe way it should be since u get on here trying to get people to feel sorry for you.... boo hoo welcome to the real world!!

[Flamebo]

This is probably the first thread I'll agree with Rooster on. Don't get used to it, I doubt it'll ever happen again...

While your problems may seem completely out of control at the moment, realize that the vast majority of the teenage population goes through the same stuff all the time. It's nothing to get worked up over, and certainly nothing to complain about on an internet forum. Personally, I'd suggest you work the problems out on your own. If you can't, talk with a counselor/psychologist. The internet is the absolute WORST place for serious help concerning your personal life. I can't feel bad for someone who invites the entire world into their life asking for sympathy rather than dealing with it like a man.

Congratulations on losing 50 pounds. That's a difficult task, and I support that.
Shame on you for whining over some underage skank. She sounds like quite a whore of a 14-year-old, and I don't see how you could develop emotional attachment to something like that.

Females are an entire galaxy of problems, and if you can't learn to ignore their BS you're going to be a doormat your entire life.

[Ov3rmind]

wow.... i want that 5 minutes of my life back that i just wasted reading that crap... ur a good canidate of suicide and i recomend it. by the way ur a loser and will not ever amount to anything and will die a very very lonely person.... and thatsthe way it should be since u get on here trying to get people to feel sorry for you.... boo hoo welcome to the real world!!

Shut the Warning for curse filter violation. Don't over react - cphilip

No one on here has ANY right to tell him that his problems are insignificant. Guess what? Everyone's problems are insignificant when compared to another person. How about this, next time you have a family member die, I'll tell you to shutup and stop acting like a child, because about a million other people have FAR worse problems. Everyone has things they need to deal with, that does not mean they should treat them as meaningless.

Infinaty, my only advice would be to go with what Army and Miscue are saying. Simply put, you need to kick yourself back in shape. You'll probably need outside help, but it's something you have to do. Feeling sorry for yourself will get you no where.

[Ov3rmind]

While your problems may seem completely out of control at the moment, realize that the vast majority of the teenage population goes through the same stuff all the time. It's nothing to get worked up over, and certainly nothing to complain about on an internet forum.

We all realize that. The reason it is a problem is because it's led to him becoming an alcoholic in addition to an abuser of drugs. Most teenagers do not get to that point, and that's where it has become a serious problem. I don't think the people offering advice are trying to help him cure his girl troubles, but more to stop him from making his lifestyle any worse.

[ASDadam]

I think a bit of over reacting is going on here ladies and gentlemen. First off, this kid is FAR from an alcoholic and FAR from a drug addict. He smokes pot alitte, congrats, you're like 90% of the kids your age. Although its not a totally destructive habbit, i'd stop it. Its not helping to bring your emotions up, nor is it helping the situation, so i'd advise against it. Second, this kid lives with his parents and is 14. If he had a serious drinking problem, his parents MOST likely would know. I doubt he does, but none the less dude, drinking solves nothing so drop it. Drinking only adds problems not remove them.

Agreed with quite a few of the people here that you're looking for sympathy or compassion.
Honestly you shouldn't get any. You made these choices yourself, with no one forcing you. You seem to realize that these were bad choices so DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. You felt as if you were overweight and you lost 50 lbs. Congrats dude thats an acomplishment there, now take that attitude you had about your weight and apply it to your LIFE. Change the things that need to be changed and work on it.

About the girl, dear god get rid of her like something stuck on the bottom of your shoe. You're 14 and not meaning to sound rude, but there will be plenty more women to choose from and plenty more heartbreaks in your future. I'm 20 and i've definately had my fair share, as i'm sure most of the older AO memebers have as well. Its a part of growing up. You take the lessions this witch taught you and use them with future women(or men, hey, whatever floats your boat).

[pputkowski]

InfinatyBPS, you are so stereotypical that it hurts to read. You're depressed...you're insecure...you're friends are making bad choices.... You are exactly like everyone else. Everyone feels that way at your age.

Wrong, try again.

[-=Squid=-]

Squid... just shut up. Shut up.

Removed for your own protection. You can thank me later - cphilip

Just because people like to take things ridiculously literal, I will say this. Dont kill yourself; but quit being a damn fool. I dont know you, obviously, but based on your posts you seem like a cool guy, so just stop wasting your life in something as retarded as this.