wow... i just read the first post and a few after that and... wow..
I was the exact opposite of you. I mean, i smoked and drank a lot, but other than that, the opposite. I would get b's and c's in school while getting baked before school, at lunch and after school. (not <B>*POOF*</B> you here). I was really positive about stuff.
Well, i eventually just got tired of the hassle of smoking and drinking before school / after school / weekends / midnight snack. It just ended up costing too much (that was around the time i started playing pb also so the fundage was really tight). Soo, i stopped smoking and cut down on drinking quite a bit, grades fell, a really good friend died, and ditched the Hole. I got pretty depressed. I never really showed it much, i just had a bland face for everything after i quit.
Well, senior year i barely graduated, but i did, and i busted my balls to get out of school. After getting out i took some time to think about what i wanted to do in life. I really didnt know. I mean, ive been having the good times "now" i really havnt gotten to think about what i was goona do for my future.
So, im out of school now, busting my *** doing 100 +/- hours a week as a chef. Its hot, a ***** of a job and not very rewarding. I have no time to paintball, no time to hang out with anyone and no time to hook up with this non-hole that just moved back around here.
I wanted to go to college in AZ (yes, a college actually accepted me) for graphics arts, but that kinda got shot down by my alcoholic father who incidentally is my employer. Thats all i see him as anymore. Its the only time i see him not drinking, 10am - 4pm. For the past year and a half.
I think i have yet to see my "blessing in disguise" as miscue said. Atleast, i dont think ive seen it yet.
Anyways.. my post was pointless pretty much.. just felt like sharing :\. Soo - Get yer <B>*POOF*</B> together
<B>*Warning: No Cussing*</B> -Miscue
I was the exact opposite of you. I mean, i smoked and drank a lot, but other than that, the opposite. I would get b's and c's in school while getting baked before school, at lunch and after school. (not <B>*POOF*</B> you here). I was really positive about stuff.
Well, i eventually just got tired of the hassle of smoking and drinking before school / after school / weekends / midnight snack. It just ended up costing too much (that was around the time i started playing pb also so the fundage was really tight). Soo, i stopped smoking and cut down on drinking quite a bit, grades fell, a really good friend died, and ditched the Hole. I got pretty depressed. I never really showed it much, i just had a bland face for everything after i quit.
Well, senior year i barely graduated, but i did, and i busted my balls to get out of school. After getting out i took some time to think about what i wanted to do in life. I really didnt know. I mean, ive been having the good times "now" i really havnt gotten to think about what i was goona do for my future.
So, im out of school now, busting my *** doing 100 +/- hours a week as a chef. Its hot, a ***** of a job and not very rewarding. I have no time to paintball, no time to hang out with anyone and no time to hook up with this non-hole that just moved back around here.
I wanted to go to college in AZ (yes, a college actually accepted me) for graphics arts, but that kinda got shot down by my alcoholic father who incidentally is my employer. Thats all i see him as anymore. Its the only time i see him not drinking, 10am - 4pm. For the past year and a half.
I think i have yet to see my "blessing in disguise" as miscue said. Atleast, i dont think ive seen it yet.
Anyways.. my post was pointless pretty much.. just felt like sharing :\. Soo - Get yer <B>*POOF*</B> together
<B>*Warning: No Cussing*</B> -Miscue
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